LIVA: Life

Hi.

This is going to be one of those nothing-is-going-right-in-my-life teenage post filled with annoying bullshit. You can choose to ignore it, it's fine. I just need to let it out. Let us begin.

For fuck's sake, answer me when I talk to you. Do not ignore me or pretend to not see my messages, especially when I'm dealing with something very important that could potentially help you. At least acknowledge me with a "I'll talk to you later. Busy", or humour me with a "K". Even a "K" is so much better than being ignored. Goodness.

Do not overhype shit. So there I was out at 2am waiting for this amazing thing to happen, high to the bones, but no. Nothing. This is bullshit. Waste of time and lifespan. I waited for hours, but nothing happened. Why on earth. Why.

If you have something against me, like my character, how I look, how I act, it's ok. You can bitch about it behind my back, I seriously cannot care less, but if you have something against my work, say it to my face. I honestly want to get better at everything I do and I accept criticism, so tell me what I'm doing wrong, don't just fucking let me fail and look down at what I do.

Eh, bitch please. Don't act all high and mighty like you're better than us. Despite being a professional at the topic on hand, you have no right to judge us and bluntly imply that we suck just because we don't spend as much time in hell as others do. Spending more time out doing your work does not equal to the amount of work you get done, so shut the fuck up and learn your manners as a professional and also as a civilized individual. You're not gonna get my respect just because you're of a higher authority. You earn it. Pompous asshole.

Hello, people in charge of the transportation system in Singapore. Get your shit together. I am not paying hundreds of dollars a month to get such crappy service. My busses either take a year to come or either always full, and the trains get delayed so often which causes the next train to be incredibly packed! I wouldn't mind paying so much for transportation, but this is ridiculous and definitely not worth it.

Let me finish my sentences, you dick. Don't fucking cut me off in the middle of my story with something you "randomly remembered" and start telling the story of how you kissed a million guys or how you got so wasted at this party. I do not care. And then you bug me about finishing my story after what feels like centuries later when I don't want to anymore, and you call me annoying. What the bloody fuck is wrong with you.

Just because something works for someone, doesn't mean you have to copy it. Have you no shame? Blatantly ragging on something that was a one-hit wonder and stealing it as your own. Go away. You don't deserve shit.

Why bothering having a status of higher authority when no one takes me seriously anyway? Here I am, ragging on to everyone to do their fucking work, and they just take me lightly and ignore me. What the fuck. I talk to you and you don't even listen. Just because we're friends despite this status of authority doesn't mean you can just treat me like you would a friend when dealing with this project. Fuck no! Why would you even treat a friend this way?! What is wrong with you.

Ugh. I am so annoyed at everything, because everything is being so annoying, and don't dare say it's PMS, because it's nowhere near being that time of the month yet. So fuck off.

I need a cigarette right now. Or a drink. Or maybe both. And more.