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Hi.

I like this.

I feel like I just spent a day or two at my boyfriend's place watching movies, and I'm on the way home after a refreshing swim and dinner. Days like this were good. Very good. What happened?

I've been having a lot of feels lately, and it's probably because of the time of the year. I don't like the months August and Septembers. They feel very off to me.

Sometimes, if I happen to go to a certain place or wear certain items or listen to certain songs, it triggers certain memories in my head and send me rushing back through to the event where that place or item or song was relevant. I have plenty of triggers like that, and it kills me. All I would want to do is go back, which is obviously impossible, so the next best thing is to talk about it, but I can't do that either.

Sometimes I wish that there are memory-erasing clinics. Of course it would be cheaper to just knock your head against the wall, but where's the fun in that.

"Have you watched The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind?"