old school surveys whaddup

Hi.

I've got a couple of posts on draft right now, but it takes too much out of me to finish them up, so here's a quick old school survey post just so my blog isn't dying.

If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it?

I've tried both. When you're a kid, you just automatically think that most things adults forbid you to do is actually something cool they just want to keep for themselves. Not to mention the fact that mainstream media made drugs and alcohol look fairly fun and enjoyable, so it just made me want to try them.

Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant right this second?

Any serious thoughts that involves me having a child gives me horrible /anxiety/ and my heart actually starts beating faster from fear. I honestly do not know how to answer this question. I personally don't think abortions are okay, but sometimes it just logically makes sense, and it's so easy to say, "no I wouldn't because that's murder", but what do I know.

If you were far from home and needed to sleep for the night, would you choose to rent a crappy motel room for $60 or sleep in your car for free?

I would definitely sleep in my car for free, because anyone who knows me would know that I am cheap. If I had extra money to spare, I would maybe sleep in hostel, just because I would like to meet new people.

Is there a color shirt you’d NEVER wear?

Pink. Just plain pink. I would wear clothes with a hint of pink, but nothing majorly pink.

What did you have for breakfast?

I woke up at 2pm today, and didn't get out of bed until 4pm and was too lazy to make myself anything, so I had my first meal at 7pm and it was KFC.

What was the last movie you watched?

Camp Takota! Which I love. I've seen it multiple times and there are two major scenes that just takes my heart and kills me. First is the drinking scene up at the cabin, because the holy trinity just looks like they're having so much fun. Second is the quarrelling scene at the crafts hut, because holy shit, who knew these three pun-totting alcoholics knew how to do drama.

If you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose?

Fall Out Boy. Again. I've seen them live once, and I will gladly pay money to see them again. They were amazing, and it was everything I've ever wanted.

When you say you love someone, do you mean it?

Yes. I am very anal about choosing to tell someone "I love you". I don't ever say it, I don't ever text it, I don't ever think it even. So if I ever hear me tell someone that I love them, you bet your fine round ass I mean it.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?

For the first time in a long time, no! Despite not needing to go out for work tomorrow, I plan to not sleep in. I made a couple of plans to make some changes in my life, and a couple of them start tomorrow, and I just hope that everything will turn out well!

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?

I'm thinking about how my plans could easily fail, just like how all my previous plans of change have, and it's definitely scary and uncomfortable, but eh, I'll live. You fail once, you get up twice, amirite?

Where’s the last place you went?

If you mean just in general, Stamford American School for work. If you mean traveling, the last place I've been to was Boracay, Philippines. And yes, a blog post regarding that trip is in the making.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?

Yes, it really does. I'm secretly extremely competitive, not just in games, but just in general. So the little things really /grinds my gears/, and I find it really annoying, but it mostly just makes me want to keep working to be better than that person.

Do you have drama in your life?

As of now, no, I really don't. People say this a lot, but I mean it when I say that I live an incredibly boring life nowadays. I am currently working from home, so I don't go out and meet new people. I'm incredibly broke, so I can't exactly go out and meet new people, let alone go out and meet up with friends. I don't really have anything going on for me right now, but hopefully all that will change if I succeed with my plans.

I apologize for the lack of /published/ posts recently. I'll put them up throughout this week.

I hope you're all doing fine and is living a much more exciting life than I currently am.

Goodnight.