Infatuation

Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me.

I've been stalking this young lad, and of course I sound like a pedophile again, but I'm really not. This boy is four years older than me and I am enjoying myself. I was recently captivated by him when I saw him online. He's no musician or Youtuber or celebrity, basically. He's just a normal person I came across the internet. Well, an incredibly charming person.

I don't know why, but guys who can pull off Creepers or a tongue stud OR coloured contacts are automatically attractive to me. It's especially commendable if they're Asian. So I was just blown away when I came upon this guy's profile on Facebook while I was randomly derping around on the internet.

Hello, lovely guy. I hope that you would carry on wearing Creepers, stop your bad self-destructive habits, and be happy! :)

In other news, I just cut my fringe again into bangs. Why, you ask? It's so that when they grow out, I can part my fringe into wherever way I want! Smart ey? I think so. So anyway, while it's still in its bangs phase, I shall try to wear hats this week. Yes, this week shall be hat week. WEAR ALL THE HATS. 

Oh man, I need to get more sleep. Goodnight.

LIVA: Balls

Colours

Hullo there. It's my daddy's birthday today. I think you should all greet him. He's a delightful man.

It's only the third week of school and I'm already incredibly tired and exhausted from everything. All my modules are incredibly time-consuming, but I'm surprisingly enjoying everything. Some modules are really dry, like Social Psychology and Location Production, but those too are actually the most interesting modules! In my opinion, at least.

When I saw "Intro to CG" and "Animation Foundation" in this semester's timetable, I just knew I was screwed. Surprisingly enough, I'm really enjoying both modules! I am loving compositing work on Photoshop, and I love drawing using the lightbox. I am actually so psyched to start on our Intro to CG assignment that I already asked Arvin if I could borrow his Wacom tablet. I HAS A VERY EXCITE.

Today, Jeffrey told me I have a very distinct compositing look. Like a signature style. Colours. Practically everyone who knows me know I love colours! I am very in love with adding random blues, reds and purples into everything. Mini cosmic blowout, if I do say so myself. It kinda seems a bit wannabe hipster I guess, but whatevs.

So yeah, it was a good day. After school, I headed home then went for dinner at some tze char place. Tze char is awesome. We had a good birthday dinner. Happy birthday, daddy! You are seriously the best daddy ever. 

I wore socks with my flatforms to school today. People thought it was weird, but I liked it. We all need to be demented sometimes.

Believe it or not, I'm Asian

In the beginning of August, I started a thread in Your Pants asking if anyone in interested in starting a collab channel. About three months later, Whoneedsplanes was born! I am so psyched! :)

I'm the Thursday of the group and here's my first video:

Happy thursday, everyone!

Burnt

I attempted to bleach my hair yesterday with the help of Trudy. It did not go as well as planned, but it did not turn out bad either. Granted that at normal lighting, it is not very noticeable, it is a good job for people of our caliber! Thank you, Trudy!

I'm pretty annoyed by a lot of things right now. I think people need to learn how to fight their own fights. Also, people need to fight a good fight, but know when to back down when they're wrong.  We are humans, and we are defensive by nature. We are also humans, we make mistakes.

A couple of people have recently told me that I could be extremely aggressive and arrogant. Of course, I felt offended initially. Who wouldn't be? But I did a bit of self-reflection and I guess they're right. I do get incredibly aggressive when I feel like I'm being wronged, and my balls grow a thousandfold, and I immediately attack that person and prove them wrong. I figured that it's not right, so I should probably stop. At least I know when to stop. 

People should really learn when to stop.