Vomit

Hi

This will be a vomit of a post. It's gonna look like the Twitter timeline of an annoying teenager, but who gives a fuck. Alright? Ok.

• The most treasured thing I can sacrifice for someone is sleep, so if I manage to get my ass out of my extremely comfortable bed to see you, or not sleep because of you, you are important to me. Remember that.
• I may not be a princess, but by right, I am YOUR princess. It's nice to see where I stand knowing that your Bible Study is more important than me.
• I am now a two-pointer. I have dropped from a decent 3.14 to a 2.85. And that is despite having a B for LocPro. I am disappointed with myself.
• I recently realized that I am a micromanager, with an extreme need for appearances to be consistent.
• I think some people find baking therapeutic because they only need to follow a recipe to have what they want. They have full and total control over everything, even though they technically do not.
• I grew up with two brothers and male cousins. I've seen everything that there is to see, and yes, I will wrestle with you. And I will win.
• You changed things you used to do, because I told you to do so. So don't sit there and pretend I don't matter.
• I hate that I crave for praises, but I actually do not like it when people come up to me personally to compliment me on my work.
• The worst thing I've ever wished someone is that they fall into a pit of Legos. I can't decide if that's just extremely cruel, or not so bad.
• I think he is absolutely adorable with the hair, and the eyes, and just the right height, and the weird sense of humour.
• It pains me to let other people even touch my Wreck This Journal, let alone let them write in it, but I guess it is something I need to overcome.
• I am currently taking 9 different vitamin supplements and pills, and that's not counting Panadol Extras and Strepsils.
• I hate it when people say people with Cancer or fat people or people with mental or physical diseases are beautiful. If they're not, they're not. There is no need to constantly reassure them that they are beautiful. Their beauty does not define them.
• I really dislike it when people turn into music snobs. I can appreciate one's talent in music, but I do not have to like them. I would much rather listen to Kimya Dawson, than Adele, even if Adele has a much better voice. I know and appreciate that she's awesome, but that doesn't mean I have to like her.
• I also dislike it when people cannot differentiate an entertainer from a musician. People who say Kpop stars are talentless idiots infuriate me. They are extremely talented entertainers and are much more successful than you will ever be, and they don't even have to be an amazing musician.
• We are in a flitriendship. Flirting friends relationship. I AM SO AMUSED. I love people who I can be like this with.
• The worst thing about being sick, is not the pain, but the painfully sad options of food I can eat.
• I hate it when I initiate an idea for an event and start planning it with other people, then somehow, I'm unable to make it to the date they decided on, and they just go on with it and completely disregard the fact that I was the one who wanted the event to happen in the first place. Scumbag friends.
• I hate it when people only take me seriously when I freak out and have a meltdown. They completely ignore my words when I talk to them calmly, but the moment I start to raise my voice, they start giving me this talk about how I need to calm the fuck down and that there's no need to use this tone of voice. Hello, if you had started listening to me when I was talking calmly, there wouldn't be a need for me to raise my voice.
• It really bothers me how things doesn't seem right recently. I hope this all reverts back to normal soon.
• I am fully aware that most of the things on this post looks like it's going against my previous blog post about me being nice. I don't really agree though.

That is all. For now at least.