HOLIDAYS

FILM:

1. Aperture short
2. Down short
3. Musical trailer
4. Psychopathic short (with Kuan Hui)
5. Ben's drum cover video
6. Secret gift to secret people
7. Homemade Chocolate short

GO TO:

1. Singapore Arts Museum
2. Food For Thought
3. Ah Loy Thai
4. Chinese Garden
5. Timbre

READ:

1. The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
2. Abundance in Katherines by John Green
3. Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children
4. Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins'
5. Stainless Longganisa by Bob Ong

WATCH:

1. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1
2. Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace
3. Toy Story 3
4. Titanic
5. Shutter Island

DO:

1. Film videos
2. Go to places
3. Read books
4. Watch movies
5. Relax

Vomit & Chocolates

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Certain thoughts and things have been coming to mind recently. Must be the time of the year. Horrible horrible things.

Sometimes I regret what I've done, but I guess it was a good thing that it happened. I'm sad that things stopped, of course, but as lame and cliché as it is, I guess all good things come to an end.

Rocketric

Please don't judge me, but I will just verbally vomit all over this blog post. It's been awhile.

1. I should've picked up those calls.
2. I should've called back.
3. I should've left that party earlier.
4. I should've gone to the party.
5. I should've stayed and slept over.
6. I shouldn't have slept so early.
7. I should've replied everything.
8. I should've been on Skype.
9. I shouldn't have stayed at home.
10. I should've said yes.
11. I should've said no.
12. I should've met the friends.
13. I should've introduced the friends.
14. I should've given the gift earlier.
15. I should've just gone over.
16. I shouldn't have drank the coffee.
17. I should've just turned off my phone.
18. I should've just stayed there the whole day.
19. I should've just said everything.
20. I should've just shut up.

Oh, God. What have I done with my life. 

In other news, hell month has just begun for me in school. 3D Art is looking good. Animation is looking good. Intro to CG is looking fairly good. Socpsy is a waste of time, and 7issues can suck my dick. And as much as I love filming, I am not looking forward to doing Locpro at all. Oh goodness. Amy and Lava will hopefully save me.

Also, I have a lot of film work I'm planning to do during the holidays. It's the one major thing that's getting me through all my school work. I've got two short films in mind, a trailer I want to pitch in for the youth musical, me and Kuan Hui's psychopathic short film, Ben's drum cover video, a secret gift video for a secret group of people, and a couple more ideas that I've yet to put into paper. I AM SO PSYCHED.

I need to pass out now.

Goodnight.

Nerdfighter fail

14

Hi,

Instead of drawing for 3D art, I'm gonna rant a bit over here, because it's bothering me a lot.

Shut up.

A year of polytechnic is almost done and people still can't stop whining about their course. I'm sorry if I sound really insensitive, but please. If you can't deal with something, do something about it. I guess if people whine about it once in awhile, it's okay, because I know how it feels like to be doing something that I barely like or I'm not good at, but it's not acceptable for someone to spam my timeline or newsfeed with complaints about their course or their classes.

I know that there are some people who are withdrawing from their course or transferring to another. Some are even retaking some of their O level papers. I actually admire these people. They knew what they wanted, and they went for it. Major respect. I hope things would go as you planned and you'd have a happier life. I just can't stand people who just keep complaining and complaining and bringing other people down. What do you want other people to say? Nothing. Even if other people wanted to help you, there's nothing to do. Everything lies within you.

All talk, no cock. Seriously. I cannot stand it.

Please understand, I know what I'm talking about. I was so insistent that I was gonna change my course during the start of the school year and I researched, and checked all my options, did consultations, and whined. I whined non-stop, and I apologize for that, but I tried to do something about it, right? Go do something about it. Figure out what you want and go for it.

I'm not staying in DVFX for my classmates. I'm not staying because I like my course or what I'm doing. I'm not staying because I can't change course. I'm not staying because I don't want to waste a year. I'm staying because I sucked it up. I know what I want and I've figured out how to get what I want. Go figure out how to get what you want.

Please take note that I'm not targeting a specific person or group. There are a number of people who have been doing this throughout the whole school year and things just seem to be getting worse since the O level results came out. Of course we all think that we could've done a bit better if we had just pushed on a little bit during our exams, but it's been a year. Move on.

And bitch, please. What makes you think you're even worthy of these courses? Go and eat rotten cake.

I am a busy girl.

TO DO THIS WEEK:

• Transcribe interviews
• Buy 3D Art materials
• Meet up with Emily
• Redo 3D Art sketchbook
• Study for Social Psychology common test
• Continue the book
• Film Whoneedsplanes video
• Film Zombicorns video
• Start on Intro to CG
• Storyboard my Animation sequence

Hello, hell week v.1.2. First hell week of the year. I am so not loving it.

Mermaid Hair

 Hi

I'm doing this new thing this year where I do things without knowing how things would end up like. I guess that's how life is in general, but I mean, I'm getting a bit too tired of knowing how things are gonna play out or being able to fix a mistake. It's good, I guess, but sometimes I think we're being too careful, and it's not always good.

I just started to get into lomography. By started, I mean ordered my first toy camera and is patiently waiting for it to arrive on my doorstep. I bought a DIY Twin Reflex Camera online for about SG$23, including shipping, and I'm pretty psyched! I still love my DSLR to bits and would still use it for photography, but using an actual film camera seems so exciting! You'll never know how your photos will turn out until you get them developed. How exciting.

I finally dyed the tips of my hair blue today. I had no idea how it was going to turn out, because there were mixed reviews of the dye that I bought, and I pretty much just slopped the stuff on my hair with little to no planning, and I was barely paying attention on how much time I had left it in, but it turned out great! Granted, it's not what I had hoped it would be, but it's pretty good, if I do say so myself. My hair is currently black-to-brown-to-brassy-blonde-to-ashy-green-to-vomits-of-green-and-blue and I love it! I've actually gotten it. I have mermaid hair.

I'm thinking of starting a series on my youTube channel where I read Zombicorns by John Green. I know it seems like a ripoff of Alex Day's Alex Reads Twilight, and I guess it is. At first I thought of doing the Hungers Games, but then I think I'll just keep bashing Katniss and just fangirl over Peeta. I would be entertained by that, but I think other people wouldn't be a fan of the idea.

I've got a few more "unexpected" plans for this year. I can't wait for my semestral break. I've got so much to do.

Muchos loves.